it's a COLOURFUL mood that i'm having.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008 Y 4:48 AM

After so many days had passed, till now I still misses my grandma.
I felt a sense of lost when she was gone.
I felt I had lost something and it is like some part of me became empty.
I can feel the emptiness.

Saturday, July 19, 2008 Y 11:00 PM

Early in the morning, mummy received calls from hospital. The hospital told mummy that my grandma life was in danger as she was breathless initially. Later, mummy asked me to notify my aunty, so she reached there first. When my aunt was there, my grandma had suffered a heart attack and the medical staff have managed to revive my grandma. The doctor did told my aunt that the coming twelve hours are very crucial, if anythings(heart attack) happens again, it will be difficult to revive my grandma back.

After mummy and I finished bathing, we rushed down to hailed a cab. However, by the time we reached there, she had already left. When mummy and I entered the room, I saw one of the nurses was pumping oxygen into my grandma lungs. On the other hand, the monitor which shows the heart rate, indicates that my grandma heart was stopped.

No more ways to revive her.

Everyone(mummy,aunt and me) burst into tears and at the same time, to call my uncles to hospital to see her.
Everythings happened too quickly.My aunt called her friend, asking about the preparation of the funeral and she managed to get the number of the coordinator from her friend.

The undertaker came and brought my grandma body to get some make up and to inject the decaying solutions into her body, so that she is still able to be seen for 5 days.

During that time, everyone of us went home to prepare clothing for the wake.

Our lifes had started to change.

Thursday, July 10, 2008 Y 1:41 AM

I was browsing randomly and I saw this car.

IT IS CUTEEEEE!!=)

Cute isn't?

I didnt read about the information.

I am just merely being attracted by it cuteness.

If you wana know more..

Click this:

http://editorial.autos.msn.com/landingpagepassenger.aspx?cp-documentid=543544&landing=passenger&topart=passenger&icid=557&GT1=22009

Tuesday, July 8, 2008 Y 11:57 AM

I was sleeping through the afternoon. Someone called me with no caller ID. I am pondering who is the caller. Anyway, I did'nt pick it up.

I woke up at 4pm and watched my starhub channel 55, 溏心风暴 is a hong kong drama series.

I went to get myself prepared after watching.

Then, I went to meet mummy at boon lay control station.

We went to ICU in NUH to visit my grandma.

She looked better today as she looked for refreshing.

Today, the doctor changed her breathing tube from the mouth to her throat.

It means that they put the tube directly from her throat to the lungs.

I heard that she is transferring to normal ward tomorrow and yet, her SLE disease has not cleared. So should I be happy or worried?

Pray hard that she will get better each day.

GUESS WHAT SHE IS DOING???

*hahass.

Monday, July 7, 2008 Y 8:47 AM

I woke up early today at 7am to finish reading the last two chapter of economics.
Later, about 10am, I went to meet wendy and study again in macdonald.
We tried our best to memorise the textbook but things just could'nt get into our mind.
Both of us were looking like overly stressed.
When we were on our way to school, we keep telling ourselves that, "fail never mind, we can go re-take. It's just $43 only."
Therefore, we did'nt bring too much hopes inside.
We start looking through the questions paper after the invigilator said, "you may start."
There were seven questions and we need to choose five of them to work on.
One chapter a question.
I flipped through it. My initial thoughts were, "oh no, I can't answer the questions as I forgotten what I had read."
I became more nervous and could'nt recall anything.
I told myself to relax. Try all the questions out first then decide which question to present and score the highest.(which I mark by myself)
In the end, I find it is manageable.
I think I might get a C.
As long I get a pass, I will feel truly contented.
Later, we left school.
While we were walking down the stairs outside the macdonald, I slipped off.
Not only just slipped off, my buttock even slides down a few stairways.
Now, there is a line of blue-black at my buttock.=\
LOLs!(joke of the day!)zzzzz..

Thursday, July 3, 2008 Y 12:29 AM

The doctor said that my grandma is getting better. They are trying to remove the tubes on her body one by one. Thank God!
Keep praying hard!
Idoit chai came back from his phuket trip and seems like he having alot of fun.
He bought alot of shirts for me. Thanks.

Wednesday, July 2, 2008 Y 12:22 AM

My aunt bought me a new storybook.=)(I don't have to spend $$$ *haha)

Just finished reading this storybook.

Gona to move on with the new ones.